It's like... it's so sad; but I just couldn't cry right away. He's been with me for 13 years and he was like my best friend, you know? I loved him more than anything and now he's just gone. To be fair though, he was really sick. He had arthritis in both of his shoulders, his right leg was really swollen, he couldn't breath properly and he hadn't slept for two days, he just couldn't fall asleep. It was the best thing for him to be put down, he's had a good life and he's in a better place. My mum and dad said that he just fell asleep in the vets, his heart stopped and the vet said he'd gone. God, I'm gonna miss him so much. It's like I have a broken heart.

I just hate this time of year, something bad always happens. And it's always something huge.

Anyway, I know I've been away for ages but I'm gonna be away for a lot longer now. With all the dogs in mine and everyones gallery, it just keeps reminding me that I don't have a dog anymore. So until I come back, I love you guys and I hope that you all do well in life. -hug- Sorry for being depressing.

Otto when he was 10 - [link]


- Jade